many throats have been slit but my scene is the bloodiest

lovers will save each other for each other-ernesto

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 22:03:17 GMT

i got moves in my spine
that you havent seen yet

and i know you got moves in your hips
that i haven't seen yet

come on
show me what you got
and i will show you what i want

i got ammo in my gun
that you haven't tested yet

and i know you got
tempation to look down the barrel of my gun

come on
show me what you want
and i will show what i got

the sun is fading
and the moon is sneaking in
but before i go
i want you to know
that i need you
so lets save each this moment for our last goodbye

lovers will save each other for each other-ernesto

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 22:00:42 GMT

people

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 21:53:14 GMT

as the suicide kids slit their wrist
i can taste their death as it floats the air

ans as the jesus kids sit in their abanden church
i can hear the sound of their cries as the night time air chills

and as the perfect family sits down to eat
i know behind their fake beautiful scene
the father beats the kids and the children can't help but watch him drink as their mother leaves

ans as for the kids who have no homes rebel angainst society
i sense their alone and angry but at least they nothings perfect

people have it all
just to lose it all
some choose to believe
well others choose to decieve
no ones the same
and if they were
than we were be perfect
but we all know no ones perfect

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 19:42:03 GMT

Not Now - Not Ever

But it's there.
It's calling - my pain screaming to be released.
Friends who forget,
Strangers who couldn't care less.
Less friends - more strangers.
Strangers who wouldn't care before.
Wouldn't think twice after the funeral.

Not Now - Not Ever
Please just a little?
Life running down my arm.
Stronger than my fear.
Better?

Not Now - Not Ever
But why the hell not?
As my skin parts,
And my blood spiders to the floor,
I AM HAPPY!

Or at least secure.
Safe.
Nothing can touch me in my painful ecstasy.
Might my pain push me too far?
An eternal shadow cast over my soul?
Could it possibly be worse than the fight?
They all say so, but not for love.

For fear of their own thoughts.
For fear of their own lives.
Out of ignorant, inane, indefensible stupidity.
Else there would be no words.
Only touch.
Love.

Not Now - Not Ever
But it's been so long
So lonely
Without my warm red friend

Not Now - Not Ever
Why do I even fight?
For love.
Not theirs but mine.
I can never stop loving.
I will never stop loving.

Not Now - Not Ever
Just a small one?
NO!
YES!

maybe.

Not Now - Not Ever
Forever.

JENNAS SONG

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 19:26:44 GMT

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

GONE AWAY

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 17:34:41 GMT

as i sit here
i can't sit still

tipping my glass
with every step of delight

i'm wishing as alcohol rolls off my tounge
wishing this drug could last me till the end of the month

as i sit alone
i wish to be somewhere but here
and not alone

everything i got
was everything i didn't want

encluding this pain
that tickles at my slit throat

someday i will up and go
but some nights i hear these voices
and they hunt my dreams

many throats have been slit
but my scene is the bloodiest

so blue eyes i beg you please bandgae mine

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 17:46:11 GMT

saturday night

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 17:39:36 GMT

i'm so confusd....

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 19:12:45 GMT

My Celebrity Family by popstarprincess
Your Name
Mom	Nicole Kidman
Dad	Chevy Chase
Brother	Jonathan Taylor Thomas
Sister	Reese Witherspoon
Boyfriend	Leo Dicaprio

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a crush

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 17:39:17 GMT

last night i coulden't stop thinking about this girl... i know i like her but the problem is that'm pretty sure she has no interest and i wanna spill my fucking guts to her but at the same i don't wanna get rejected and have her act fucking weird around me so any give me advice

fuck valetines

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 17:28:27 GMT

for every one that doesn't have a valetine slit your wrist and wipe your eyes grab the first person your see j\kiss them and shut them down